Thursday, 28 March 2013

Silver Linings Playbook...

hhhmmm... after having a meeting this morning, i've decided to watch a movie than had made Miss Jennifer Lawrence as The Best Actress at the Oscar last month. to be frank, i wonder how she could get the honor since that i only know her in the Hunger Games. well, now i know, hihihi... as for Mr Bradley Cooper, hhmmm, what else you couldn't say abt him... handsome & funny, and great in acting i believe, lalalala.... :D
yeah, love hurts, hahahahah...
synopsis - Bradley Cooper plays Pat Solitano, a man with bipolar disorder who is released from a psychiatric hospital and moves back in with his parents (Robert De Niro and Jacki Weaver). Determined to win back his estranged wife, Pat meets recently-widowed sex addict Tiffany Maxwell (Jennifer Lawrence). She tells Pat that she will help him get his wife back if he enters a dance competition with her. The two become closer as they train and Pat, his father, and Tiffany examine their relationships with each other as they cope with their disorders.
more about this movie is here.
well, for me, this movie is nothing but DEALING WITH CONFLICTS/ PROBLEMS. sebanyak/ serumit mana pun masalah yg kita ada, kita tak boleh lari, melainkan kita hadapi & selesaikannya, barulah hati rasa tenang & happy. 
semua org ada masalah. org yg xde masalah tu hipokrit. cuma cara kita tangani masalah je yg buat kita ni kekal waras atau sebaliknya. kalau kita lari dr masalah, confirm benda yg sama akan berlaku pada kita, over & over again. kalau tak boleh selesaikan sendiri, carilah bantuan dr org lain. kalau rasa takkan ada yg paham, mohonlah bantuan drpd Allah. sesungguhnya Allah suka kpd hambaNya yg memohon kpdNya. insyaAllah, selesai lah masalah tu. cepat atau lambat, kena sabar. part ni la yg payah sket, heheheh...
citer ni mmg best. tatau la kalau korg rasa biasa je. masing2 ada pendapat tersendiri. yg penting, citer ni dah berjaya buat aku gelak sorg2 dlm bilik aku yg gelap tghr ni sbb tak pasang lampu & mendung/ hujan kat luar, hahahahah...  
enjoy peeps! 

Tuesday, 26 March 2013

Sadaqah...

sebagai org Islam, kita disaran utk menderma sekiranya mampu, atau bahasa arab nya disebut 'sadaqah'. sadaqah ini boleh diberi dlm pelbagai bentuk, sama ada kewangan, harta benda dsb...
last wednesday aku mendapat perkabaran yg our maklong (mak's eldest sister) dah admitted dlm ICU. it may be a surprise news for some people since that our maklong selalunya ceria & bersemangat je. but for me, somehow i already expected this sbb maklong had ITP - Idiopathic thrombocytopenic purpura.
what is ITP? (more on ITP is here) 
ITP is a characteristic rash associated with an abnormally low platelet count (thrombocytopenia) of unknown cause (idiopathic).[1] Most cases appear related to the production of antibodies against platelets, and so the termsimmune thrombocytopenic purpura or immune thrombocytopenia are also used. It is frequently asymptomatic and discovered incidentally. However, a very low platelet count carries an an increased risk of bleeding and purpura.
ITP is diagnosed by a low platelet count in a complete blood count (a common blood test). However, since the diagnosis depends on the exclusion of other causes of a low platelet count, additional investigations (such as a bone marrow biopsy) may be necessary in some cases.
In mild cases, only careful observation may be required but very low counts or significant bleeding may prompt treatment with corticosteroids, intravenous immunoglobulin, anti-D immunoglobulin, or immunosuppressive drugs. Refractory ITP (not responsive to conventional treatment) may require splenectomy, the surgical removal of the spleen.Platelet transfusions may be used in severe bleeding together with a very low count. Sometimes the body may compensate by making abnormally large platelets.
dan bila maklong diserang denggi, status maklong became worst... masa aku sampai ari jumaat pagi, hanya jantung sahaja yg berfungsi, organ2 lain semuanya telah rosak & bergantung kpd mesin sahaja.
as the platelet & plasma getting very low, the doctor asked for donors... here comes alhamdulillah my beloved brother pendi... coincidentally,  pendi was maklong & arwah paklong's favorite nephew... pendi's platelet was excellent as one bag of his platelet equally to 12 adults. - of cos because he's still young (24 yrs old) but aku percaya sbb dia ni rajin bersukan & TIDAK MEROKOK (alhamdulillah adik2 lelaki aku semua tak merokok).
Apheresis for mak long. Bismillah.
dia perlu menjalani ujian for abt 2 hrs. then dia diletakkan dlm senarai standby sbb plasma transfusion hendaklah dlm keadaan fresh (masa test condition maklong blom mengizinkan utk buat). jumaat pagi baru buat lps dpt call dr hospital. ambil masa 2 jam juga utk asingkan darah & platelet. this procedure is called Apheresis. lps keluarkan trus mskn dlm badan maklong. 
Soon it will circulate my blood outside of my body and separate my platlet
My blood. My plasma. My platelet. Separated. Bismillah.
tapi, manusia cuma berusaha, hanya Allah yg Maha Mengetahui. maklong telah selamat menemui Penciptanya pada jam 5.20 am, 25 Mac 2013 di hadapan keempat2 anaknya. maklong meninggal secara natural tanpa dicabut alat sokongan & oksigen. alhamdulillah, maklong meninggal dgn tenang...
so, kpd yg berpeluang, bersedaqah lah walau dgn sebaris doa'. mudah2an sadaqah ikhlas kita menjadi saham di akhirat kelak, amiiinnnn.
satu lagi, kalau rasa ada kemampuan, buatlah ujian darah, esp kalau kita rasa kita ni kurang normal dr org lain - darah lambat berhenti kalau luka/ senang lebam2 etc - sbb selalunya simtom mcm ni berkaitan dgn darah & lambat dikesan.
alFatihah kpd maklong saya, Hajjah Hamidah binti Haji Hairan (1951-2013)...

Tuesday, 12 March 2013

When You Believe...

                                                               
   
Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts, a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could, oh yes

There can be miracles when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

Oh yeah, in this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'll say

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near, oh

You will when you
You will when you believe
Just believe
I believe, I believe
Just believe
You will when you believe

Alhamdulillah... Yes, you need to always believe, believe in Allah of course :D