remember my fb status yg kata 'saya rasa saya stress hari ni.... bla3...'... well, i was really stressful that time. for lots of reason, huhuhuh...
first, i felt i was very fatigue... dah tak penat dah, lemah lesu trus. after long weeks of org sakit & urusan kematian, then my bro's convo day, pre & post budget nye keje (mengadap sana sini), keje2 rumah yg tak penah abes etc... etc...
my life at home is not that bad, but i prefer to go to the office so that it will not turn bad, hahahaha... last time, i really like to go to work. i can hardly took leave, in fact kalau setakat demam tu aku bawak je zara dtg ofis, malas nak cuti sbb kena dok umah... well, living with FIL somehow tak selesa jugak, even though dah 6 taun dok skali. got some issues of cos, hahahaha... let it be there...
ble tukar tpt baru, got some feelings yg tak brapa nak best. got no frens yet (you know, FRIEND(S) - office mate is different eh). so secondly aku rasa sebenarnya i missed my good friends, hahahaha... you were everywhere, hahahha... i can choose who would i like to talk to, hahahaha... now through wassap still can talk, but the feelings are not there... it makes me malas nak keje, demotivated. got things to share with but no one to talk to. plus got less manpower with no boss. aku plak masih dlm process of digesting. not complaining, just feel frustrated with myself.
however, as always Allah knows best. suddenly last week zara got chicken pox - aku pon cuti la seminggu, yeay!!! memang rehat beriya la kan, kena kuarantin, dok terperap je la. walaupun tak berapa nak best (nak dok umah mana lagi kan - nak blk kajang bobo malas), tapi aku nikmati sehabis baik la, hahahhaa... got to watch many of my fav movies (and actors of cos). have some refreshment, insyaAllah... walaupun kena jaga org sakit, but i feel relief...
today, back to work. really pray hard that i already recover from my 'illness'. bismillah....
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| sakit tp sonok sbb tak skolah, hahaha |
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| kesian kan, byk btol kat lidah, hr jumaat br bleh makan nasi... |
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| dah sihat kita bwk pegi main sand art, yeay!!! |
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